Skip to main content

Food for Thought

I have not written for quite a while and I do apologize for that in case anyone was concerned about my absence. Although I do not want to assume anyone actually takes their time to read this, I would like to express my forward movement as to adamantly deciding on posting to my blog every day for these days to come. These past few months have been hectic, followed by these past few weeks that have just been bearable. I'll elaborate:

I finished my first year of graduate school as an English and Innovative Writing student around mid-May and I could not be more relieved. The first year was both enlightening and challenging and while I enjoyed every minute of accumulating knowledge and expressing different views and critiques within my creative writing workshops, I was exhausted towards the end of the Spring semester and looked forward to ending school for summer break.I will continue to pursue my Master's this Fall, in light of writing a book (or compilation of short stories). I'm still undecided between a memoir based solely on me or a piece based on a certain loved one (that I will delve into in one moment). Overall, I want to finish this Fall semester with my creative final project complete, meaning I'll be done with my Master's in February technically and will walk in May (fingers crossed!)

I have continued to work at my current job location and have actually received a promotion within the last week. I start tomorrow as an assistant director of the department in which I work and I find myself not nervous, but more excited with what is to come. Seeing as I've been at this location since November 2018, I do believe I am qualified and able to handle whatever can come on my radar and I'm intrigued to see what is to come.

I am currently in the throws of moving in with my significant other. We are painting and moving everything around in the household and I cannot wait to be fully moved in before the Fall and Winter months (my favorite time of year with my favorite person).

Lastly, and the most difficult to discuss, would be these past couple of weeks. I've lost 2 important family members in my life within two weeks of each other and I'm not sure as to how I'm handling it, to be honest. I'm sad and find myself laughing at times and questioning whether or not that is appropriate. My uncle passed unexpectedly and he is one of the few individuals in my life who genuinely believed in me and everything I did. And I the same for him. I miss him more than words, including these, could express. My godfather has also passed, who was in fact my neighbor. He was a father-figure in my life to be fair and although we expected his loss due to illness, I certainly wasn't expecting it this soon and to hit just as bad.

I'm not sure why I'm sharing all of this and I doubt anyone would read this entire thing, but I believe this goes to show life continues even after those who do not. I've got a lot on my plate and yet I have a reminder that I have the ability and opportunity to do these things when others do not and I should take the time to accomplish them with all that I have within me. I'm lucky to have known these men that have impacted my life so greatly and I will cherish their memory in years to come.

So for now, I will write everyday something. Along with my journal and working on my writing pieces.

Farewell, to those interested.

Comments

Popular posts from this blog

April 19th Poetry Prompt: Write a poem without using pronouns

Don't for the past 10 months the 19th day (between 30 + 31 of those accounted for) has been the most difficult for so many reasons death isn't easy especially in the aftermath + to think differently should fain ignorance sympathy is an honest tactic until pity seeps in (which doesn't suffice) actions are louder than words however these words spoke volumes in an attempt to quit bullshitting relationships were halted-- relationships in which happiness/ brightness/giving was demanded-- to harbor for one let alone all was inhumane so snip in response: no wedding invitations (something to smile at + not mean) to stop wallowing in sadness + own pity + emotionally invest in the happiness of other recipients around -- to fake it + make it for a group effort in other words: get the fuck over it  + stop letting shit fly by be happy for all around because emotions were contorted due to the decision to guard + - hope to hear a cons...

Spirits and Swords!

Onyx and Ivory , by Mindee Arnett, was a complete spur of the moment buy at the bookstore and  I am forever patting myself on the back because this YA fantasy novel is a hit! The cover caught  my  attention on the shelf, but the synopsis-- a "traitor's" daughter at a point of finding out secrets and rekindling love with an unsuspecting partner? Count me in! Following Kate's story was simple and riveting from the get-co. Magic influenced Kate from birth and  she spends her adolescence hiding it -- a final rule and request from her father before he was executed by  the crown. The crown being Kate's supposed love -- Price Corwin. Corwin undergoes his own growing pains  and turmoil as he's set up against his older brother to,   literally ,   contend for the future of the crown!  Between personal discovery and growth both individuals deal with, magic has a stronghold influence on  the storyline, primarily between those who...

Everyone's Relatable

     Fredrik Backman's Anxious People  is a 2019 publication, translated into English in 2021. This novel was nothing I had expected it to be based on the synopsis of a desperate individual who turned to robbing a bank in order to overcome current life circumstances. The novel follows a number of characters and their current livelihoods; individuals "held up" as hostages in the middle of an apartment showing which took place before the New Year holiday. I was impressed with the attention to detail Backman was able to portray, not necessarily in backdrops of locations but between the different characters' thoughts/lifestyles throughout the piece. What I expected of an individual in the beginning was not relatable to what was uncovered/divulged to the reader towards the middle/end of the novel.     This novel did follow the actions of a woman (not identified gender-wise until late into the novel) who chose to rob a bank in order to retrieve financial means t...